yah.....i..sitting ..facing the com...writing..something..hahaha
today...went through...mai..blog.....hmmm...so pity....for her....
ur ...entry....so sedih lah.....u...are a nice ..girl...just...relax....
and move on with ur life....hmm......sure u can do it...
its going na be difficult....but..with..determination..anything..can be overcome..
this...reminds me.....of a...girl..whom..i like.....since...i..enter..secondary life...
well..i dunno what makes...me..like..her...her sweetness..i guess...must be...
one thing about her is..that....she so sweet....and pretty..in my..view..that
makes..me..like..her..till.now....sometimes..i wonder..when..will..she be mine....i'm alraedy..19..
approaching 20 soon....time flies so fast....i felt that..its not fair....now.....i dun..even know where..she is..hmmm...imagine..this.....three..long years..she was..my classmate.....from sec 2..tillsec4.....she was..promoted....to na....as..she...was..the highest..in her level...good for her...
but the thing is..i..never talk to her...and she never talk to me......i mean ..i do talk..the rest ..of my classmates..but ...when it comes to her...its like...my mouth..has been zip....
why....is this happening to me....aghhhhhhhhh...hmm...if ...the 19+year ..old me..was..in that time
this thing won't happen....well..we could have been..the...perfect couple...and it would have been
5 years..of relationship....together....haiz....


during my n' level...i was worried.that she could not make it....i wanted ..to guide her through..but....i was..too shy....hai...macm maner ni...i was..rite...she never make it..to sec 5..
its a pity...to ..see her....disappear..from..my life.....hmmm....well...what todo....
after my o's..went to ite.....in nitec electrical.technology......
then..the..miracle..happens....i met her..at....ssdc.....i was..like...is that her..coz..iwas on my way...out...when this girl....walk pass by me....her smile..is very familiar.....i turn around.....pick up my courage..and said.....roselina.....then..she turn around.....gaw....she....was...so sweet....
i start walking..towards her....and u know what....i talk toher......wow...i finally did it.....yeah...
we talk.....like..we were..a couple...ahhahah....she..was....talking,,about....bike lesson...which i was..taking..at that time...glad..that she has...the same..interest....than..iask..her..no.....at first...she...didnot..response....then i said...alah..nanti ..kau leh gi prac lesson..ngan aku....kau jugak yang bilang aku..kau gi sorang2..macam budak bodoh.....she smile..and ask..for my no...
she gave me amiss call...gosh i was damn happy.....we....went...for..evaluation together.....then..went to tanjong katong complex..she wanted to buy..clothes..for her religious..class.....that;s good....at least..she wanted..to learn m0re..about her religion....that..my girl...hahahah...we were like couple.....she..ask me to choose...for her..some scarf.....hmm..that's sweet.....later on..she ask my permission to change....some of the scarf...i was..like..why she ask me....its her money....then she smile...at me..isn't that asign...she like me....
then i ask her....kau nak..beli...selendang..kau tau pakai..tak....she said...something..memorable...suruh mak kau ajar aku...i was like....shock...welll..happy too..
i said...kau jadi ..mata air aku..ah...the...she smile..and said....siaper suker kau...but i know ...from her..expression....she did like me...i was touch...when..she...try....some clothes...and ask me....lawah tak..its like....macam i ni..guy dier.....hmmm..u dunno how much i love u icare for u..
if only u know...after that..we eat at long john..just the two of usside by side...so sweet..
i wanted to pay for her..but...she insist....haiz....so sweet of u...upon reaching the counter...i put her..money in..my pocket....i..wanted to give her a treat....which in fact the first and the last...hmmmmm...haiz....sori for that rose....i..was...upset when she smoke..coz.....i dun wan her to harm her self.....maybe she smoke..coz of stress...like me...we talk about our life....our problems.....like couple...always do....time flies so fast...hmmm..i gtg to work..and she..goes her...we bid farewell..to each other....it was....amemorable moment..the...farewell..bid...was....unforgetable..indeed...the first and the last...coz....after..that..i lost my phone.....and i did not write her no anywhere else...i was ..so fed up..of myself....why...
i had the chance and i blew it....ish.....i said to myself....as..long....as.i did not...runout of patience..or heard...any news..about her that..she..has married.....i will still..wait for her...
let the chase begin.....